UPDATED!
My cramps are killing me so badly :( :( :(
I'm going to sleep soon, i cannot take the pain anymore.
Gdnight.
Anyw..
in advance!
Made by my sister & friend.
Boy I said it once before
But baby I’m just making sure
I know that there is nothing more than you
So they can take it all away
I don’t need it anyway
I just want another day with you
Ha! I didn't sleep after blogging despite the awful cramps.
But i'm really gonna sleep right after i update this post. Chatted with N on the phone a moment ago. Had a small arguement. Okay i was being a spoilt brat, sorry :( Nevertheless, i still love you very much! Looking forward to see you tmr after not seeing you for a day! Okay, lets talk about what i did today. Got awoken by bestie's call at 3pm. Luckily she called, if not i'll miss the date with her today. Got up, washed up, make-up-ed, did everything that i need to do & off to meet her! Bought a F21 plaid babydoll dress, i think i like it. The reason why i THINK is bcos i like the bottom of the dress but not the top. Hahah. Ok wtv. Reached home pretty early today, thinking that i could lie on the sofa to relax & watch tv but my sister spoiled it! Me, being the best sister in her little world, i helped her (Even when i had cramps! This kind of sister where to find!) with her v'day cupcakes she was making for her classmates. In return, she's gonna gimme a helium balloon for v'day (hope she didn't lie to me)! Hehe.. Speaking of V'day. What's so special about V'day? The whole of a shopping mall will be filled with couples, & you will have to celebrate vday tgt with the other couples in singapore. Like in restaurant, almost all the tables would be couples. Then when you go out, you see couples & the first thing comes into your head " Comfirm celebrate Vday." I don't really like the feeling of celebrating v'day tgt with my boyfriend tgt with the whole of singapore, indirectly tho. I prefer just the two of us, spending quality time tgt! & also, i realised only when it comes to v'day, he/she will only start to do things to show him/her how much he/she love him/her. ( haha, funny when i read the whole sentence.) Why does he/she start showing how much he/she love him/her only on v'day? & not everyday.. or any other other day but not only on v'day. I guess why girls love v'day its bcos guys only shower them with love on this particular day? However, it does not apply to my r/s with N. He shower me with love everyday( see i'm helping you say good things!) Of course there are good & bad times in our r/s. But if there's no bad, then where can the good come? I admit the bad times overtakes good times yes. I hate this part, who doesnt? But i believe in future, if we work on it, the good times will roll in & overtake the bad times right NNNNN? In a r/s, almost everything takes two hands to clap. Only if you're me or him, then you'll understand. Haha but there are also times when i wna kill him so badly or vice versa (ok la not so serious)bcos of our sucky attidude towards each other. Still, we pulled it through. Although we still quarrel almost everyday but we will both work on it for the sake of our r/s. In a r/s, there would be lots of gives & takes. It may be hard to give but is it worth to not give in & in return get a cold shoulder from each other? I'm not saying that you've to give in all the time la, of course must let the other party give in if not will take advantage k! Okay eg eg..
EXAMPLE NO.1!- me & N quarrel. Both of us thinks that we're not at fault. none of us gives in, resulting that our r/s will worsen if we both dont shuttup. But if we do, we'll get cold shoulder. Then no more lovey dovey, worth it?
Kkk, EXAMPLE NO.2!- me & N quarrel. Both of us thinks that we're not at fault. But but but! one of us gives in (of course is me la!) See uh, when i give in right, nigel will start to heart soft, then he will also start to give in slowly( but more credit to me, cos i give in first ^^) & then we'll talk things calmly & sort out our differences. Results? R/s becomes stronger, makes me become more patient? & we get to understand each other better! See kill 3 birds with one stone! Ya la, sometimes really hard to give in la, i also got likethat before but think long term! Wah! 04:16pm alr.. I'm feeling quite hungry. Sorry sidetrack abit.. Okay backtrack! Actually i alrdy finish what i wna say. I also dontknw why i typed all this down. You may not know the next thing might be me deleting this whole chunk assuming me quarreling with him( HOPE NOT!) I better go sleep now! If not eye bags....!
