24 February, 2010

Today Was A Fairytale...

Hello!
I know my blog is dead once again.
I'm really sorry for the lack of updates!
Just wanna concentrate on CHEER now!
Will update soon, WITH PICTURES :)
&I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU OUT THERE.
TTFN!

Rexaz.Cheerleading.Team.



TWENTY-FIVE
MORE
DAYS
TO
NATIONALS!

13 February, 2010

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

"I want to be a kid again,falling down the stairs
and breaking my elbow ,
hurts way less than falling for someone
and breaking my heart."
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Just a short post.
Brought snowball out to meet Sam yesterday night.
Went back home at around 3 and crash in bed.
Training today was awesome, short & sweet.
& i wanna wish everyone out there a Prosperous Chinese New Year(:
GONG XI FA CAI! ANG BAO MANY MANY!

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12 February, 2010

It's not about who you've known the longest, it's about who's never left your side.

Here's a post about the overdued pictures. I've made them into a collage.
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Elaine & I. During S-League Opening.
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Last day of Immunology with my fave faci, Eric Chua.
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Ling Yin's Mini Ducky, damn cute!
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My shaved baby ball dressed in pink.
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Dad's Company CNY dinner at Crystal Jade.
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Gaya & I, CNY shopppingggg.
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In newlook changing rooom!
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Last day of immunology.
There are still more photos but they are in my laptop. Will upload again when im using my lapppy.

Find a heart that will love you at your worst and arms that will hold you at your weakest.

"You know what’s the most terrifying thing about admitting that you’re in love? You’re just naked. You put yourself in harm’s way and you lay down all your defenses. No clothes, no weapons. Nowhere to hide, completely vulnerable. The only thing that makes it tolerable is to believe the other person loves you back and you can trust them not to hurt you."

The bold words are exactly how i felt. Completely naked and vulnerable. And trusting that person all over again that they will never hurt you. I felt so lost, helpless and useless that i can't help myself anymore.. That i am feeling weak & i could snap at anytime. Each time i try to bring myself up, it makes me even more worn out. & it pains me to know that you ain't gonna catch me when i fall.. I am beginning to feel dry.. & soon it will be so empty in me.
I.Don't.Know.What.To.Do.Anymore.

HIHIHIHI

HAHAHAHAHHAHA SO CUTEEE!

HELLOOO!
I KNOW MY BLOG IS DEAD AGAIN!
I'VE LOADS OF PHOTOS TO UPLOAD
BUT I'VE GOT NO TIME.
CNYYY IS COMING & I REALLY CAN'T WAIT!
BOUGHT MANY PRETTY PRETTY CLOTHINGS FOR CNY
NOW MY POCKET ONE BIG HOLE
ONE MORE MONTH TO NATIONALS!
REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT DAY.
LAST UT TOMORROW WOOHOOO!
&&&&&&& I'M GETTING A NEW CAMMMEEERRRAAAAA! (:(:(:(:(:

02 February, 2010

S-LEAGUE OPENING 2010!

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16 Men routine(:

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I saw a cute guy at the S-LEAGUE!! He is god damn cute i swear! Meltzzzzz...

01 February, 2010

You're a hot mess but i'm falling for you.

"I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out. "

I'm suppose to be sleeeping now & i'll be, after i'm done with this. I've no idea why am i feeling really thirsty today. Have been drinking so much water! My ulcer's healing already thank god! Must be the amount of water i drank.. So hard to eat & speak seriously!

It's a new week again.. Gonna have lab later, sian ttm! But wait! It's the last week of school already (:

Anyway, i went shopping alone today! My sister was supposed to shop together with me but she told me she was too tired to shop at the very last minute & that made me really pissed off cause i was already preparing.. I couldn't find anyone to go with me, so i went myself! I've never went shopping alone for so many hours. The most i went was when i am waiting for a friend to arrive. Shopping alone was fun! But i had to give a miss to a few tops that i saw because i was too short to reach for it. I wanted to ask the sales person to take it for me but i was afraid that when she take it already then i tell her i don't want it anymore.. Haha. I only bought a dress & a tank top today. Not much but i'm happy with what i've got (: Still considering whether should i put that dress as one of my CNY clothing..

Finally i get to meet Sam yesterday for dinner since training ended early. My dad was very nice to fetch me to and fro. The moment i got home, washed up & dropped dead on bed.

Okay, gonna check my lab class tomorrow before i head to bed. NIGHTZ!

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