To love is to stop comparing.

Comparing.

Comparing the strength of others with your weakness is just gonna make you feel even more miserable. You should like yourself for who you are, because everyone's different & unique in their own ways.

Comparisons never ends. You will continue comparing until one day you will feel really tired of it. Think about it, why do you wanna make your life miserable by comparing? We should count what we have & not what we don't. Nobody's perfect anyway.

So from today onwards, i'm gonna stop comparing myself with others but focus on the good things that i have <:

“Enjoy your own life without comparing it with that of another.” - Marquis de Condorcet

Being in RP...

........made me realize that,

1) i am actually a stereotype.

2) i choose my friends.

3) i'm actually very quiet.

4) i've no self discipline.

5) there many many weird & different people in the world.

Coming to poly somehow made me see my true self which i refuse to accept at first. But after some time, i realize i am really like that. WHICH IS NOT GOOD.

Okay, #1. Stereotyping! I just think that, i shouldn't be stereotyping because i wouldn't like it if people stereotype me! It's like me judging someone by their looks. Long time ago, a few of my ex classmates were talking about first impression & one of them said i look like an Ah Lian. Omg hated it so muchhhh! I'm trying to stop myself from stereotyping so much now..

#2, I absolutely hate it when people chooses their friends! Like why can't they accept each other for who they are? Okay i'm talking about myself. I thought i was friendly to everyone but i was wrong. I choose people who looks fun to hang out with & for the rest, i keep a distance from them. :( Really hate myself this ya know.

#3. I'M ACTUALLY VERY QUIET! You can ask those who were in my class before! I'd rather shut my mouth & enjoy my peaceful little world along with my laptop. hehe

omg, still got 4 & 5. I'm tired already.........

kay #4. No self discipline. TO THE MAXIMUM. Wanna take a look at my daily grades? You will see lotsa -0.5 :< & i'm so not proud of it, at all.

#5. OH YES FINALLY THE LAST ONE. Meeting many different & weird people in the world.

This sentence "Hmmm? I didn't know there were such person on earth" often appear in my head.

Aiya i just blogging crap, i'm tired already GOODBYE

oh wait, but.... being in RP, made me realize i've lotsa AWESOME FRIENDS! :}

tired tired tired, i wanna sleep for a motherfucking month, no joke.

0945AM

Yes, finally on time for school(:

so screw those who doubted me today!!!

"Dear God, make me a bird so I can fly far, far, far away from here.”

Omfg i'm so effing tired & i'm gonna sleep right after this. Promise myself to be early for school tmr otherwise i've to like treat so many people, zzzzzz. Not believing in me already i can forgive, now still ask for treat! Tsk tskkk..

Feeling quite hungry now! Urgh but i can't eat because eating at night means gaining weight. Have to wait till tomorrow & i'm getting sick of school food alreadyyy. Shld i eat jap food?

Okay, so fucking lazy to take out the freaking ipod cable to charge my ipod. That's how lazy i am. & then i'm gna regret tmr when my ipod dies on me throughout the mthfucking bus ride.

Alright my eyelids are getting heavier. I'm turning in & it's gonna be the best feeling for now.

I'm not Chuck Bass, without you.

Promises.

Sometimes i wonder, am i really one who always break promises? Through most of the experiences i had, i think i broke many of my promises. But, it wasn't intentionally i swear. It pains me to see people suffer b'cos of the broken promises i made. Maybe i don't know how it feels like when some one goes back on their word. Probably i should feel it then i'll learn. But that shouldn't be the way.. B'cos once promises are broken, the damage done would be too great. Really need to reflect on this.

i'm only gonna let you kill me oncé.

Yozeh! Hahaha. Yozeh reminds me of Jayden & the rest of my yr 1 sem 2 classmates because they are the one who came up with it! I think its time we all should catch up b'cos we never really had an outing ever since we all separated.

Anyway, i slept till 5pm this afternoon. Pig much, i know. But sunday's the only day i can sleep in! Dinner with A, A & S at aston. Awesome right guys. The queue was effing long but it seemed short because we were busy yakking & yakking away.... Starbucks thereafter & then home sweet home.

0329am & i'm still not asleep yet. I think i damn power because i've school later at 0915.

Thank you thank you, y'all can respect me now. heheheh

is your fyp over yet? 'Cause my just did {: opps!

Read the title bitches! Fyp 1 is officially overrrrrr! Finally felt a sigh of relief! For now i can relax all the way till the next fyp starts (:

Definitely a long day today, i'm feeling really exhausted! Rexaz's day was today too & we had bee bee que over @ Yan Ling's Aunt's Condo!

It was an awesome day, awesome bbq, awesome company & awesome Rexaz! :}

oh & btw, time flies for real. 2 more problems left & it's the end of the sem already, wow..

Today is the day.

Hello bitches, while most of you are still in bed, i am here preparing for my fyp presentation so that later, i'd not freak out. Thank God mine's the afternoon session. I've much more time to prepare! Oh & did i mention that my dad's gonna send me to school later! Yay i just had to tell him how important this presentation is & he agreed. Shit man, then i should have trick him some other times also what! so i can get a free ride to school without having to go through the long sucky journey. & thank God again i do not have to take a bus with that A1 size poster, it would be like so inconvenient for me. Because i'm gonna have like loads of stuffs on my hands. Love my dad extra much! But, only for today! Teehee. It's gonna be a longgggggggg saturday. Excited! Oh shit, did i charge my camera?

you motherf***king fyp!

Omgzxzx i'm in the library now doing research for my fyp presentation tomorrow! Found what i need to find but not for all! Urghh just screw this damn fyp thingy, making all of our life so fucking miserable! Sometimes i wonder why must we study/work so hard, go through all the fucked up shit. I mean like, in the end we're still gonna die. So why can't we just have fun all the way till we die? Sighhhh why must life be so fucking tough? really sucks to be me. Oh well, i guess i've to really look on the good side of everything & stop being so negative. But it's not easy kay. Sometimes you just cannot control how you feel.

I just have the mood to blog.

I don't know why but i'm still smelling that stinky fart smell i smelled during lab session today. It's giving me headaches & i feel like puking ): Bought Agar Agar & after one bite, i realize there was this weird sour taste. It even smells bad. I hope i get food poisoning or something so that i can puke whatever i eat & be skinnyyyyyy. Heh, okay i'm just kidding so chill.

Just did my PPT & i think its crap because i don't really know what did i add in it. Just hope i can smoke through later but i guess it's kinda hard because my faci for this module is none other than Mr Matthew Wong. Okay la, he's not that bad just that he's kinda strict & expect much.

I'm so happy but nervous at the same time that my fyp's presentation's tomorrow! After tomorrow, good bye you motherfucking fyp 1. Fyp's a bitch seriously. Sigh, but there's still fyp 2 & i heard we gotta do on gas chromatography? which is 10x harder....... there goes my lifeeeeee

I'm back on blogger!

Yessss, i'm back on blogger again! But i'm still using tumblr, i just love re-blogging pretty pictures & quotes! Blogger is more of a space for me to rant now.

i'm really dreading school tomorrow, especially the module! It is what? university standard k, it drains up my brain cells after every lesson. & Oh god, its 0255am already & i'm still not asleep yet.

But..... on a happier note, i've awesome friends that are in the same class as me tomorrow<:

Anyway guys, please help me pray for a friend who's family is going through a crisis now, will really appreciate that. thanks.