For those who are sad.

You’ve been through the worst of times, but you made it through all of them, even if it took you long time. Some things take longer than others, but everything takes time. This is just another thing, and you’re going to make it through this. You’ve been through worse than this, but you pulled through. You’re a strong person, and you’re going to fight this battle. You’re going to be proud of yourself when you do, and you’re going to be okay. Everything is going to be fine. Life is full of challenges and you have to fight hard battles, that’s the way it is but you have to know that there are people who love and care about you and there’s always someone to talk to. Someone that understands. You’re not alone even if you feel alone. When you’re lying in bed, crying yourself to sleep, just know that there are hundreds of other people doing the same thing. We all know what it’s like to feel helpless, worthless, ugly, lonely, depressed, and angry. We all know what it’s like to feel like no one is there. But someone is there, and they’re thinking of you too. Just remember everything happens for a reason.

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Sorry

Being with you, was something i've never regretted at all. Fighting with you, going through a whole lot of shit with you, i've never regretted it at all even if it hurts so much. I've never regretted a single bit at all. I made mistakes, i hurt you, for all the cold nights i gave you, i apologize & for all those shit that i've done, i am sorry but from the day i love you, I've never stop loving you at all.

It has been so crazy for me. I was dying for you. That the thought of you kept coming into my mind. I got so paranoid, being afraid you'd have someone else in your heart. But I held you so tight, that i neglected the fact that you were slowly slipping off me.

I think, it has been 5 months being separated from each other. & i still wouldn't let you go. The reason why i fought for you because i wanted to make things right, fixed whatever that is broken & also because i love you. I thought we could be together again. But slowly, i realize i was just living in denial. You don't need me anymore. I know each time i asked for you, it is just gonna make things worst. Each time i asked for you, it wasn't gonna help at all. I've been a pain in your life, so now, go. I'll leave you alone..

You always ask me, what do i want from you. Now, all i am asking is for you to be happy. I don't expect anything back. As long as you're happy, that will do.

With me.

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'll bleed my heart out to show
That I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
have come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'll bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'll bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'll bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go

Life

I hate my life right now. I feel so sad almost every single day. Food, that used to make me happy, cannot make me happy anymore. Lost a little bit of weight but that's a good thing. Empty, it's all i feel now. I don't wanna wake up, because it hurts being in reality. It hurts when your minds plays with your heart. & it's not easy juggling every single problems all by yourself.

Sometimes i ask myself, why am i so weak. But i can't find an answer to it. Is this the path that has been planned for me? Then why didn't God plan it to be better.

Am i really happy, if you asked me. Nope, i'm really not.

I need someone to pull me out of my misery.

Pictures do the talking.

我累了, 我真的累了.

All that I've done, all that i've said, all that i've waited, all that i've tried, i don't know anymore.

Another night of thinking, wondering, suffering. I tired of being me, really

Exhausted

I'm tired. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of hiding my emotions. I'm tired of the same old routine. I'm tired of being stuck. I'm tired of wondering. I'm tiring of being afraid. I'm tired of holding on. I'm tired of doing this. I feel tortured. I feel pain.

I'm tired of being me.

I'm not perfect, but i keep trying.

What i did today.

#1 Attempt to study.

#2 Went to see a doct.

#3 Watson to get new facial wash

#4 Watched GG

#5 Played with dad's Ipad

Katy Perry - Teenage Dream [Official Video]

No regrets, Just love.

It's officially the UT week & i'm trying very hard to mug for every modules. I swear it is motherfucking exhausting to handle 2 UTs in a day, really.. Making it worst, i'm down with cough & flu. But on brighter note, i'm left with 3 more modules.

830am UT tomorrow & i really pray hard for more theory questions to be out. I need to pass this module to get over & done with it.

Can't fucking for all the UTs to end.

Bang bang!

Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts.

I just dyed my hair today, it sucks big time :( I've 3 colors on my hair now. Just hoping the more i wash the more it will fade to a nicer color. My hair is like my everythinggggggg............

Anyway, you might wanna follow me on twitter instead, i'm more on twitter than here(:

www.twitter.com/yaoyaoshutiao