Even angels have their wicked schemes.

So, i didn't go to school today again. Haha. Trust me, i wanted to go. But y'know whenever you wake up, the feeling of not going to school is so strong. & while i was thinking about whether i should go or not, i fell asleep......... yup so that's how i ended up not going to school.

Got up at about 11am, washed up, ate, did some stuffs & continued on my FYP report. After friday, i am free from reports! Seriously, doing report is not fun at all! Especially when you feel that you've typed so many words already but when you look at the word count, it only increase by a bit. So annoying really..

Waiting for sammy now. She's gonna be late. So i'm gonna stay at home for a little while. Will be heading to FEP to get my dress altered for cheerexaz's DnD this coming sat!! (: & of cause dinner with her. I am so fucking hungry!!

Monday Blues....

Back to school after 4 days in bangkok..

JonnyBoy

Hey sweetie,

Ever since you came into my life, my life become a hundred times better. The day i knew you, us being together, has never gotten into my mind before.. But guess what, we are together right now (: You've never failed to make me feel special. & me being special to you, makes me happy. Being in bangkok right now, made me realize how important you're to me because you'll never know how much i miss you when i am here.. Even when i am crazily shopping right here, trust me, i do think of you too. I've never felt this happy for a long time so, thank you for making me smile or laugh without having to put a fake front. Our relationship do mean something to me & i'll do whatever it takes to make it stronger or fix it if when it is broken.

Can't wait to see you tomorrow first thing when i get back.

Love, Leee Ling

Hello from Bangkok!

Okay, the title says it all! Yes i am in bangkok right now. Crazy shopping since yesterday. It's gonna be the last day of shopping tomorrow before i head back to Singapore. I can't wait!! Can't wait to get back to see all my friends & my baby boy(: I miss everyone so so much!

Anyway, the hotel i am staying is omfg awesome. If only i had a room like this!!!

LUV Y'ALL

I JSUT WANNA FCUKING SHOUT TO THE FUCKING WORLD TAHT I AM FUCKING HAPPY WITH LIFE NOW EVEN WITH THOSE LIL OBSTACLES & I WANNA SHOUT OUT TO ALL MY FIRENDS THAT YOU ALL MADE SO MCUH DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE & Y'ALL WERE ALWYAS RIGHT BEHIND ME WHENEVER I FALL. NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE HWO MUCH YOU GUYS MEAN TO ME. I LVOE YOU ALL!!

Are they always like that?

I've always wonder if all guys are like that..

Do all guys love girls because of their looks or because of what's inside of them? When they get to know girls they think that are pretty or cute on the first look, but completely chuck them aside once they think that the girls are actually not very pretty/cute. Sometimes it makes us feel inferior of ourselves when they do that. I really admire girls who ain't that good looking but have such high confidence of themselves. I want to be like them too, but how?

How are we supposed to tell ourselves we look beautiful every single day when most of the time, there will always be some one who will brings us down.

Sigh....need to get this off my chest.

I need some vodka, pina coladas, ‘cause I can’t dance to save my life.

B O R I N G G G G G G. Here we go again, the new week's gonna begin. After this week, it's gonna be the exam week. & after the following week it's the FYP report submission. November's gonna be a tough want. Sigh.....

Please, i pray i will get through everything smoothly. Maybe just a little stumbles? ^^

Gotta go down to Clinelle tomorrow again, to get that 100$ hamper. I'm still thinking if i should forgo it. Because Boon Keng is so inconvenient for me. The other time i went, i left that place fuming. I got lost at bendemeer area, walking rounds & rounds like a fool trying to search for that place. I took a cab there & when i reached, the place was closed already. Urghhh... tell me, how can i not be mad?! Hopefully it will not be the same thing tomorrow!

Sigh.. I really don't feel like going school tomorrow because it's gonna be AI. It's chemistry once again. I don't understand why do we have to always study Chemistry. First it was Chem I, then Chem II, now AI. Okay, no point whining anyway. I still have to take that module.. Just hope that tomorrow it will be all good!

Okay actually i've a lot to blog but idk why my mind is all blank now. K so blog next time, toodles.

Are you a Blackberry Addict?

Illnesses from which BB addicts suffer :

1 You bring ur BB to the bathroom with you
2 Complete happiness when u reach a traffic light or get stuck in traffic
3 You giggle or burst out into hysterical fits of laughter even when you are alone
4 It doesn’t matter who or what is around you
5 Back aches, neck pains and problems with posture
6 You leave your nails as short as possible so u can glide across your keypad
7 You sleep with your BB beside you
8 Completely obsessed with BBM
9 Free publicity and marketing for BB
10 You make fun of other cell phone brands, especially nokia
11 Depression when something happens to your BB
12 Stress when your BB has no BIS/3G
13 Bipolarity and random fits of rage when the BB service goes

Everyone is struggling.

I was blog hopping & i chance upon this blog which i felt really sad after i read it. Every thing she wrote was almost exactly what i went through. I believe she's nice & she's really pretty!! I don't think she deserved to be treated like that. But, there are always 2 sides to the story. I just hope she could find her way out soon & be happy again because that's what everyone deserved to be.

I was talking to S the other day in the taxi & i really felt so light hearted after pouring everything out to her. & I can finally get to sleep well that night. But i got disturbed by cramps! urgh. Anyhow, I'm happy.. everything's over & i get to see who's there & who is not. There were even friends whom i don't know well, being there for me. I guess after this, everything made me stronger & i am not gonna fall back to what i was ever again. Nobody said it was easy, but nobody also said i cannot do it.

I feel different today.

I feeel......................................................................................

great!(:

Halloween

I'm missing halloween already!