I miss you right now, clown. You're out at your friend's bbq, bet you are looking at those RGS girls right!
Lets backtrack & pause at the part where we got to know each other first.. It was in an old school way, but i like. & i thought, it was sweet. We started staying late at night, chatting on msn, you disturbing me about snakes, calling me guai whenever you make me fall into your trick to listen to you, scaring each other with maggots in our food, laughing at me doing so many 'wrong' things & then, finally we officially met. Marina sqaure, that day i was celebrating sheena's 18th birthday at kbox. 10pm, the time we set to meet. On my way to 711, i was nervous, i was scare that it would be awkward seeing you. At first it was, but after that, things started to lighten. Btw, the first time i met you, i didnt knw you were so skinny! Hehh.. I still remember after walking me bck to my house, you got lost on your way out dumb! After that onwards, we started to meet even more, going to sch & home tgt, dinner at hkcafe, movies etc. & on 26oct, we got tgt(: This was when commitments really start. & also where we start to get used to each other's behavior.
Quarrels started to arise, both of us were unhappy, took really long time to settle our arguement. However, it bought us closer. Day by day, we grew closer. I started staying at your place, seen your true color in the morning.. you knw i knw ;) Sometimes i'd stay till 5am & take cab home. I think we spent a bomb on cab but it was worth it. I still cant get use to you not sleeping beside me, though sometimes, no all the time you're really a pain in an ass. You pull the pillow so hard, you dont give me enough blanket, & i admit la, quite sian to sleep beside you when i'm beside you. haha. But when going home that time, i felt kinda reluctant.. I suddenly want bck the feeling of sleeping beside you. Despite the big quarrels we had in the holidays, w're still tgt. Idk what would it be like, life without you. I dontknw & i dont wna knw cos i wna spent my life w you. Thankyou for the happy & unhappy times. Yea, i'm thankful for the unhappy moments too cos dont you think so that it bought us closer all the time? ( i knw you will say you dont think, but i think so la!) Ask me & i'll explain to you. Anyw, i only like the part where it brings us closer, the rest i dont like so dont always come make me unhappy uh! I guess nobody understands our r/s because they are not us. Okay i'm gna sleep now. Sigh, you're not beside me :( nvm, snowball will be! I'm greatful for this r/s & i extremely love it. I'll will make it last.. No more harsh words on impulse i promise. I love you x 78798678468798321879854312786757324. This reminds me of the time when you surprised me with this outside my house.
Gna leave you a msg before i sleep. & i knw you'll call me & ask me why aint i asleep at this time & you'll ask & ask & ask & ask! Wna bet! Hehhh okkkkk, seee you l8r clown. Once agn, i love youuuuuuuuuuu.
P.S, you'll always be my Ah chekkkkkkkkk(:(:(:
Oh ya & pls remember to unpack the stuffs in the plasic bag, put it bck to where it was suppose to be hehe, hang the board, frame my picture, AIYO DONT ALWAYS MAKE ME REMIND YOU CAN ! Dont always depend on me la! Hehe.
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