"It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain."
It's like poison in my brain when i think about it.
sigh... why did my friend end up like that? i came to ur blog just to tell u that i miss ballz. and. tsk. ur entry's like sooooo..... srsly-NOT-okay?
ReplyDeleteand. if it's meant to go.. just let it go. it's difficult. but. like gold getting refined in fire.. u'll come out 'shinier' than before. =D
ur so called pain wont end soon. but. it will end soon when u're ready to srsly let it go. =DDD
okay. lol. im not rushing u to let go [like before]. but. hahah. motivation la. =)
i know u hate it when i say that.. but. hahaha.
im not blaming him now.. cos. it's no one's fault.
this is really THE END. no more turning back. sigh.
okay. i dont know what im talking. i just wanna tell u all this la. heh.
bullshite or not. up to you la huh.. =)
and and.
disclaimer. i dont know what's the FULL story between the two of u. but. hmm... sad truth. no point clinging on. =DDD OMG. i know u damn pissed alr. i better shut up and go sleep. BYEBYE! love you! =)
p.s. dont turn les or hard-hearted[dont know whether got sucha word. but. i know u get what i mean. ^^]!
be that leelingg that everyone loves. =DD
i love you sam(:
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