It is only the beginning.. I won't give up so soon. I know i can do it. For us. I must calm down. Just like how i calmed myself when those thoughts kept haunting. Lee Ling, you can do it. Be brave. You chose this. Face it. I'm proud to say, most of the time you were never here for me during my weakness moment.. It's okay.. I will face it myself. Even when you lied to me, i will face it myself. I will help myself from this. For us. I dont want to give up so soon. Lee Ling, be brave. No more acting like how you acted just now. Be strong. Pain is just weakness leaving the body..