Tonight's a good night.

I have too many bad habits i need to get rid off! Like, going to school late almost every single day, not doing RJ, snacking late at night, still up at this hour!(0256am) & lastly, this is the worst one, sleeping with make-up on!

Okay first, need to sleep early and get my ass up early for school. Seriously minusing 0.5 of your daily grade almost everyday is not cool. Sorry la. I trying very hard to wake up early for school.

Second. Not doing RJ has really become a habit! Even when i can do it, i choose not to do it. I know, wth right! Typing this down, made me realise that i have not complete today's RJ. TOMORROW MUST REALLY SEND EMAIL. MUST!

Third, i cannot cannot CANNOT snack anymore at night. Once i start, i cannot stop you know. & after eating, it makes me feel lethargic. That's the only thing that would make me sleep! Haha. But on the other hand, i grow fat. Zzz.

Forth, sometimes i would sleep without removing my make-up!!! I know it is very very very extremely bad for the skin. Sigh, too tired what. BUT I MUST STOP THIS HABIT. If not, hello to pimple face.

Watched forensic heroes II just now. Got addicted to that show already. Its like i must watch everyday. Even when i miss the earlier timing, there would be a later timing, i would still watch! But sad to say, i am gonna miss tommorrow's episode because i won't be at home :( & you know what, i'm getting more interested in science after watching that show. Haha.

AND!!! I didn't know i could take Physcology(sp?) for my elective! I took Immulogy(sp?) instead! Physcology's gonna be so much more interesting!! Nehmind. I'll take it next year if can.

Okay time for bed!! First start to kick the sleeping late habit! GOODNIGHT, DONT LET THE BED BUGS BITE(:

Loveu!

Lines, Vines And Trying Times

I am so lazy to blog! & everytime when i wanna blog, i would forget what i wanna type. Skipped school yesterday. Wasted my day sleeping, watching tv, eating and sleeping again. I'm broke too. Super broke after so long. Don't even have money to pay my overdued phone bills :( You know when you've got no money, you don't feel like going out or looking at online blogshops because it will only make your heart ache. I haven't step into orchard for the longest time :( Next month will be good! Cause it's the birthday month! Haven't make invitation cards yet, no money buy cards :( Wahlau see how broke am i. Okay i'm leaving for training soon. Boring.. Think about the long journey to school. Zzz.

Later.

As promised.. My friend's blogshop! http://iinl0veswiit.blogspot.com
Geo lens, taiwan/japan sprees, PG mall bags etc!

You never know what you want. And you never say what you mean.

I'm watching Harry Potter & the half blood prince todayyyyy! Venue still not decided yet, haha. Either CWP or Orchard Ion. Still have to attending module briefing later on. Zzz. But i'll be meeting Charmaine for the briefing later(:!


Weekends were well spent. Gave jolene an unsurprised surprised birthday celebrate at Sakae sushi. Ordered a lot of salmonnn, our faveee. But it will make you wanna puke if you eat too much of it. Talked about our secondary school life & laughed at the stupidiest thing we done back then..























After that, went to Sheena's 21th birthday at Aranda country club. Played games & i began to feel tired. So i slept. I was half awake & half asleep! Training was cancelled cause coach karen was sick. The next day, cabbed home, bathe & slept all the way till noon. Met mom for dinner at Tampines Mall swensens!

Sunday, went over to my Auntie's house. My grandmother made popiahhhh & green bean. Ate a lot! And i really mean a lot. They ordered KFC and i ate only 1 chicken(: Cause i hate KFCCCCC. Got to carry Kaygen! Haha. He's like a bun!

Monday, skipped school. But i came to school for the last UT yayyy. & went training after that.

My shoulders are all aching now :(

We're fighting this war when both of us are losing. What happen to working it out?

Sometimes i wonder, how are you?, what are you doing?, do you still think of me like i think of you. I miss you. I miss every single bit of you.

I thought of the places we go, the food we always eat. It makes me wanna go there again together with you. So many other things i've yet to do together with you. Sometimes i wish i could call you, or see you.

It hurts to know that you won't be here anymore.

But it pains me more to love you. I want to forget you. There are times when it makes me wanna call you but i told myself no. I'm halfway there already, i am not going to turn or look back.

If you gotta go, then go but don't forget to leave my heart.

I'm feeeling better & happier today! I'm glad that i pulled through this(: But it is still the beginning.. It takes more time to heal. I'm thankful for my friends around me, my classmates & cheermates! You guys are the best i could ever have. I know its cliche but it is from the bottom of my heart!

Class is boring today with boring module.. Finally it's over! But UT is up next. Boringgggg.

Yesterday i baked apple crumble! Supposed to bring it today for my classmates but i decided not to cause it tasted too sweeet. Sorry guys! Next time(: And it got burnt while i was playing the piano.. But still it taste good!

Yesterday headed to FEP with Chia & Zahirah. Altered my dress. Chilled at Macdonalds, lol.

Gonna go for jo's birthday later & sheena's 21th after jo's. Haha. Tomorrow training at 11am! Comfirm damnnnn tired..

One more month to my 19th!!!(:

I've got many things that i wanna get & do. But nooo $$$$$$$ :(

That don't kill me, it can only make me stronger.

Happy threee friends(: Alan's the tree.

I changed my blog url again! Haha. Sorry i know i'm very fickled minded. This will be the last, reeeeallly!

This whole week, i am late for school. My dad kept asking me why am i always late. But i got myself out from trouble by telling him my school start late everyday. Lol. I think my reporting time to school is not 09:15am anymore.. Instead it is 10:15am.. Bad habit i know. I know tomorrow i am going to be late again. Haha. Anyway i did my RJs this week, except for one. Not bad uh! I improved. Usually i don't do want lorrr.

Tomorrow's gonna be a long & exciting day for me. Can't wait for the funnnn! But sat's gonna be tiring because there is training in the morninggggg.

I took the courage to delete him off MSN & FB.. With the help of Alan & Mel. I chose this decision & i am not gonna turn back never again.

It will all get better in time.

Hello. I'm feeling very sad now. Yes it is gonna be another emo night. It's so hard to pick myself up right now. But i will, no matter how hard it is. Start looking on the bright side & everything will just turn out fine. It is no point holding on when i know what is the outcome gonna be. Time will heal all wounds!(:

Okay, yesterday i went out alone.. It was a wrong choice. zzz. Bought the top i wanted from fourskin. Met samantha for dinner at Tampines 1. We ate at this place, i can't remember the name of the restaurant.. It was really cheap. 7.90$ for a main course together with a drink.

Today, had training. Almost died again. Cabbed home..

Was planning my birthday just now. Haha, i know its a little too early. But i kan jiong cannot meh?! I decided not to celebrate any belated because it will not have any meaning anymore, thats what i feeel. Almost sorted out the dates already! Hehe.

Life's like that.

Just cry & get over with it. Move on. You'll never know what is better ahead.

After today, i am going to make my life better.

(:

The day we met was like a hit an run.

My bff just set up an online shop so go check it out okay! www.nailnij.blogspot.com

There is UT later. zzzz. Didn't even read through the slides last night. Because i know it would be a waste of time. It will just go in & then go out... Im so friggin tired. As you know yesterday's PT was killer. Even when i got home, climbed the stairs, i wanted to die already.

Sigh, i feel like skipping my UT later but i can't.. Surely will fall asleep doing it.

Valerie & meeeeee!

Kehui.

I tried to be a good girl.

Believe it or not, that is my training dates for half the month of july & the whole of august. & sad to say, one of the training day falls on my 19th :( I'm already planning the dates to celebrate with my friends & family. There might be some advance & some belated..

Training today was killer! Sprint, pt, sprint, pt. Wah my heart fast slow fast slow. Almost cannot take it.

Anyway today this faci took over my faci. She got the want to beat face seriously.

Ahhh, body ache..

I will not a royal pain in the ass in your life anymore.

Hello! I'm not tired now but i bet i'd be tomorrow! I can't be late to school anymore :( Last friday i was supposed to attend school but i overslept, got a scolding from my dad. He is going to make sure i wake up on time from tomorrow onwards :(

Rexaz's day was great! I had so much fun at sentosa. Had potluck. The food was omg delicious. Jeffrey's milk tin curry was really funny. The mac & cheeese, my faveeeee! & suhui's cheesecakeeeee! Stunt-ing in the sea was fun except when you drop from a stunt into the sea. The sea water will go up into your nose & in your throat. Left early. Went to meet my mom for dinner. Peeekturezzxzxz!

In the night, caught a midnight movie with Bff & Shane. Watched obsessed. From the trailer it looks nice but in the movie, it was all right only.

Today, met charmaine to sent brandon off to france. He is going there to work for 1 year. Poor charmaine, have to be in singapore without brandon for so long. But i think brandon is even more poor thing because he has to be in france without any close ones. lol. Oh ya, get to meet charmaine's friend, samantha too. Now i've got 3 friends named Samantha.

This will be the last pictures taken together.

And lastly, my favourite picture among all..

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BTW im so happpy! I've learn how to play Mad-neyo on the pianooo! Still learning the middle part. hehehe.