You're best at doing this.

FUCK LA FUCK LA FUCK LA FUCK LA FUCK LA!!!!!!!
I typed a whole chunk & i accidentally click onto something & everything is GONE. FUCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU KNOW I REALLY HATE IT WHEN THIS HAPPENS. URGHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Okay, i was happy today.( but now i'm not) My dad gave me 100$ to spend on shopping! I was so worried that he wouldn't leave the money on my table because if not i'd not have money for the next 2 days. The 100$ not only include shopping, but it also includes my spendings for the next 2 days.. Because before having the 100$, i was offically broke. Met charmaine ng today! & we went shopping! The plan for today was also to celebrate my belated birthday. Sorry, i was late! The first thing char did when she met me was that she gave me a stalk of my favourite flower in a lovely & unique color! I was touched! Though my expression didn't show, but deep down i was really touched(: Had lunch at Mos burger. We had so much to talk about.. After eating, char passed me a box of jigsaws puzzle(given by her & edwin) & told me that i had to fix the puzzles together to read what was written on it. It was sort of a birthday card! Yup, so i fixed it right on the spot.. It took me quite a long time to get it done. It wasn't as easy as you think okay!
Finally after quite some time, the puzzle was completed!

On the puzzle, it reads..
"Hello LeeLing!
Happy 19th Birthday to U!
Continue to stay e sweetest sin in everybody's life.
May your wishes come knocking through ur door.
I <3 U
Best Regards,
Charr & Edwin."

Thanks a lot guys! Really appreciate it.

Headed to far east plaza.. Didn't bought anything there. We decided to head down to bugis for more shopping so we took a cab there. Char bought a demin jacket & a bag for my birthday present. I really owe you a lot of thank you. Don't worry, i did not regret buying it(: I bought a bag myself too. Was deciding whether i should get it & luckily i did! Because when i look at it when i got home, i fell in love with it so much more.. At the end of dayyyyy, both char & i bought two bags! Hehh.












The outcome of the puzzle!

After shopping, walked over to Iluma & had desserts at Empire State. We regretted ordering two desserts! We couldn't finish the second want.. Talked to Conan & Rudin. ( both ex staffs from NYNY) It was all cheery & funny. Had a good time catching up with both of them. Left for home at around 11pm.


Funny Conan!















Painted my nails earlier on.. It has 3 colors on it now! Look pretty much like candies! Reminded me of the rock candies. Sticky.com.sg!

The outing today was great. Thanks for the things you did even though it was belated.
Love you much CN! Hoping to be in the same class as you next semester! *cross fingers!

I am much cooled down now.. Please do not mind the harsh language at the beginning of the post.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you...

Feels good to be home! Performance training in the morning today wasn't that tiring.. Coach put me as a second base in the performance. I was afraid at first. Because i am not familiar with the stunt. & i am so scare that it would not go up. At first when we tried the stunt, it was unsuccessful. Finally after a few more tries, the stunt went up! Phewww~

After performance training, had 2 hour break. Ate subway with a few of them. Talked about gruesome stuffs in the midst of eating. Thank god i was about to finish already. Hahah.

Normal training started. Beginning of it, i was still quite awake. But halfway through, i started to feel restless & tired.. Had to do lots of stretching exercises. & i really really hate(!) one of the stretching exercise. It was really painful that i felt my left thigh about to tear.
I really want to achieve a split. But sometimes the pain stops me from achieving it :(

Met my mom, sis & brother after training. Had dinner at korean BBQ restaurant. The fooood was awesome! I finally had a taste of a different cuisine other than the ones i always frequent like the american, chinese or japanese.. The only thing bad was, it was rather costly.. Oh! & one thing that i find really amazing, wasssss the tissue! The tissue they gave was compressed together & it looks like a small coin. To use it, you have to pour water on it & it will start to absorb the water andddd tadahhh! Wet tissue! Amazing right!! I took home mine to keep ^^



After so many days of training, at last i am going out with charmaine ng tomorrow! It's time to pamper myself with some retail therapy!

Anyway, found a picture for all to laugh at!

Snow-bald!

It's gonna be a long day tomorrow..

because i am having training at 9am till 12pm. Have lunch & back to training at 2pm all the way till 5pm. After that, gonna meet my mom and sis to celebrate my brother's 22th birthday.

I extremely hate it that my school is all the way in the west when i am staying in the east. When my training starts in the morning or when i've lessons at 0915am, i have to get up extra early because i've about a 1 hour plus journey to take to reach school. & when i go home, another 1 hour plus.. How fustrating can that be!!!! Ever since i got into RP, i hardly reached home when the sun is still up!!!

urgh~~~~

Okay enough of that. Had popeyes for dinner with Nigel today after performance training. Bought Yan Yan home! Supposed to be my breakfast for tomorrow but i was hungry in the middle of the night so it ended up as my supper. Hehhh.



I am going to pack my stuffs for training tomorrow before hitting the sack!

baiii~

Rain rain..

Its raining cats & dogs tonight! Finally a good weather to sleep in! It feels really cool now even though the fan is not switch on. I love the feeling now.. Just chilling, surfing the net after a long work out at training. We did gymnastic PT today. Yep, i had thoughts on giving up. But nope, i pressed on. No matter how tough it was for me, no matter how lazy i was to continue doing it, no matter how tired i was to carry on, i kept going on till the end of it! & i am definitely proud of myself(:

I am feeling hungry now. Even after eating maggi mee. Which i cooked it myself! Usually i don't cook maggi mee in the night. That's because i am too tired or lazy to do so. Intially, i was craving for Macdonalds. I wanted to call Macdelivery but on the way home, i changed my mind. I decided to eat maggi mee instead! I finished the whole bowl. It was awesomely good. Obviously :b Yup, it was really good. I am not kidding! & it was not any ordinary maggi mee. I added extra ingredients to it!



Earlier on, my sister was fuming mad. She started screaming & crying in the middle of the night. Went into her room & found out that the little culprit was my dear snowball.. He chewed onto my sister's olevel's entry prove until it was torn & tattered. Not only did he chewed that, he even chewed onto her ear piece! Snowball really deserves a beating!
Thank god it was just a ear piece. What if it was her ipod touch? omg i think she's gonna kill snowball for sure.

Gonna hit the sack soon. I am exhausted. I neeed rest. I need to hibernate myself now now NOW.

Two pictures taken with snowball that i have not post!





& one random picture of me & my new shoes.(in pink) I'm lovin it!


Byeeee!

Because when you care, only then you will get hurt.

What gotten into me? Seriously, why am i doing this to myself? I remember i told myself once, this feeling that i once had is never gonna get inside me again. No matter how hard or how long it takes, i will not depend on others so much.. Because once you do, you're gonna end up hurting yourself.

i feeeel so much better now!

&

I LOVE SAMANTHA TEO MIN XING!

What will it take to make or break this hint of love?

Looook what i've done to him! Oh my pretty boy..

Omgggg! 3 UTs down & 1 more to gooooo! Yay. Really can't wait for the holidays. Then i'd be able to pig as late as i want!

Know what. I got electric shock yesterday!!!!! Scare the shit out of me. I wanted to take the two pin plug from the plug of my piano & when i switched off the switch, i felt the electric going through my finger. It was shocking really!! & when you get electric shock, you will really be shocked. I got shocked for a moment after getting electric shock! Lol! Thank god i only touched the switch for less than a second. Imagine if i were to place my finger there for long? I guess i'd be dead by now. *touch wood!

Met my mom for dinner together with my sis last sat! Went to PS again. I love daiso! So does my mom. Bought quite a number of 2$ stuffs there hehh. Bought snowskin mooncakes home & i ate yami yogurt!(:

Its time that i should cut my hair. Its getting out of hands. So many split ends & soooo not neat now. Should i get a new highlight? ^^

All right! I'll end this post with a picture of me & snowball!

You are the only right thing i ever did.

Everyone is wishing that UT could end faster. So am i. 2 more UTs to go! I managed to get out of bed for my UT this morning. CHIA gave me morning call! Thanks! But i went back to sleep for alittle while :x

Chemistry UT was really tough. It has always been tough for me. With all the calculations, molarity, concentration blah blah. I really suck big time at it. Minutes before the UT start, i realised i forgot to bring the thumbdrive that i had saved all my chemistry 6ps in it. Omggg.. You know without my 6ps, i would flunk that test straight away. Luckily kelvin passed me his thumbdrive(:

After UT, breakfast at Ya kun with some of my classmates. Went home after breakfast. Slept for few hours.. Woke up and left for training. It was fun! Did more stunts today.

During the holidays, there are 2 things i've planned to do.

(1) PP. extremely important ***

(2) Catch up with friends!

I really miss Samantha. Gaya & Charmaine Ng.

In the end, in the end it was you.

No UT TODAY! PHEW!. Rest day for me. & prolly i'll do some revision in the night. Heh. I feel so bloated right now. Just ate my lunch. Feel like puking a little.. Tomorrow's UT is at 0830ammmm omg! How am i supposed to wake up when i can't even get myself out of bed for 0915am class. Zzzz. Anyway, the semester has ended :( New classmates, new class next sem once again. I hope i'll get into a good class with fun people! If not the rest of my sem 2 is gonna suck. Will miss W55P so much.. :(

18th august! It was the last day of the sem. Left lesson halfway cause it was really boring.. Met kehui & we went over to her place. I was tired, & kehui asked me to sleep on the sofa. But i shy la =/ Cause her mom was at home. Lol.. At around 5, left her place & headed to Cityhall. Shopped alittle while waiting for dear sheena to come. Dined at HotPot Culture. At first the food was good, cause i was hungry, so everything tasted good. After awhile, it was all right only.. But i like the chocolate fondue! (;















































































Sheena bought a cake for my 19th!. There was even the birthday song music played at the background. & almost half of the restaurant celebrated my birthday by singing along (; They bought me eye shadow. I really like it! Very shimmery. Thanks girls!

After hotpot, cam whored in the toilet! Took a few shots with my new polaroid :D Glad they like it. After that, sheena's boyf fetched us back home.

19th August, had my first UT. I thought i was gonna be late for it. Wanted to take 169 to school somemore. & the queue was long. Thank god i bumped into charmaine ng & she told me to walk instead. Heh.

After UT, ate together with my classmates & i headed to PS after that. First time i enjoyed shopping alone! I love daiso!! Anyway, i bought two random things from More than words. It was quite a waste of money :( But i like it. Bought an USB apple fan, & you know the game connect four? Hehe.