“Wish you were here. Wish I was there. Wish it was different. Wish wishes came true.”

“True love doesn’t happen right away; it’s an ever-growing process.
It develops after you’ve gone through many ups and downs,
when you’ve suffered together,
cried together, laughed together.”
-
I AM SO TIREDDDDDD!

There's a debating going on now. Whether Vaccinations are good or bad? So.. What do you think?

Anyway.. I still feel that the weekends are not enough! Even though there was an extra no school day. I really need a long weekend! :( On a lighter note, my weekends were pretty much fulfilling.. Friday, training! Saturday, training followed by Rexaz Photo shoot & Rexaz Movie day. Sunday, slept till late noon after which met Sam for dinner!(:

Watched Case 39 on Saturday after the photo shoot. The movie had lots of sudden loud effects. It was really unnecessary.. Wait. I thought we were supposed to watch a comedy?! Why rexaz? Why rexaz? Why rexaz? Why rexaz? Why rexaz? Why rexaz? Why rexaz? Why rexaz? Why rexaz? Why rexaz? Why rexaz? Why rexaz? Why rexaz? Why rexaz? I used to like watching horror films despite knowing that I’d get frightened at night.. But now, I don't really fancy horror films.. Talking about movies, I AM GOING TO WATCH NEW MOON THIS COMING SUNDAY YAYYYYY. THEN I’D BE ABLE TO SET MY EYES ON JACOB & JACOB ONLY. (:

Sunday was supposed to be spent with Gaya but she had to prepare for her upcoming exams. So I dated Samantha instead! Met her at late evening & we had dinner at Katong Laksa. After eating, walked over to Baker’s Well & I finally bought my mini muffins! Why I love the muffins there so much is because it contains no butter & less sugar! Healthy much? (: After which, walked over to Park Way. Bought a new lip gloss but it wasn’t as good as my previous. & sad to say that, the previous lip gloss is not selling anymore ): Also bought a hair spray, with raspberry extract! That’s what made me bought it. Heh. Really like the smell of raspberry..

Did a bit of shopping & had a little bit of dessert at some dessert stall before heading home.

Sighhhhhhhhhh.
Chemistry tomorrow & worst thing is there is lab. Half my Tuesday is gonna be ruined ):

Without you, without you everything falls apart. Without you, it’s not as much fun to pick up the pieces.

I WANT TO WATCH NEW MOOOONNNNNNNN!
Oh helloo(: I'm dying to watch New Moon!!!! Yuting watched it already & she told us that it was 10x nicer than Twilight! & she also said that Taylor Lautner, his role as Jacob, is damn hot in the movie! Who wanna watch with meeeee?

Anyway, so long since i last posted a proper post! This week wasn't a good week! Down with fever & missed 2 days of school. Not good, cause for both days, I’ve used up all the free days which means i can't skip that module anymore :(

Back to school on Thursday, almost wanted to partial that day too because i had to rush for my PP layout. In case if you don't know, my PP presentation is TOMORROWWW OMG. Please wish me luck & hope i won't screw the presentation. Went to sunshine plaza with N to print my poster. Thanks Alan for the directions although it didn't help much. Haha! But i printed my poster at the shop you printed too. & i saw the dumpling stall you told me about somewhere near there! Hehh.

While waiting for the posters to be ready, N & i had dinner at Iluma, Thai Express! I had tang hoon soup with tang hoon balls ( I forgot what was that called) & N had soft shell crab(as usual) with rice! I ate something light because I haven't recovered from my sickness yet. Oh & we ordered drinks & I swept my with N's cause his was so much refreshing. Watermelon mixed with lime. You should try it when you dine at Thai Express! It tastes so much better than the Avocado that i always drink! & N drank my pineapple mixed with orange drink, eeew. After our dinner, just nice the lady from the printing shop called & told us the poster was ready! So we headed back to the printing shop to collect it, BUT, she made a mistake. She missed out my poster & printed someone else’s! Zzzzzz we had to wait all over again.

I’m pretty happy with my poster! Though its simple & plan, because I rushed for the layout. Hopes that my PP presentation tomorrow will be a breeze! Heh Alan!

Before I head to bed, I need to pack my clothes for tomorrow’s training, Rexaz photo shoot & formal clothing for my presentation! Goodnight all (:

That damn dog spoilt my favourite lip gloss! So pissed!

Strawberry milk nigel bought for me. I preferred Banana.

Sigh presentation's tmr :((((((

Ha. Ha. Ha.

"Sometimes I walk up to your apartment. But once I get there, I just stand on the porch, unable to decide if I should leave a love note, or set the place on fire."

My blog is getting boring.................

Sometimes you gotta...

"Sometimes you gotta run away so you can see who will run after you, sometimes you gotta talk quieter just to see who’s listening, sometimes you gotta step up in a fight just to see who’s standing by your side, sometimes you gotta make a wrong decision only to see who’s there to help you fix it, and sometimes you gotta let go of the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back to you."

IT IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKK.

Yao Yao Shu Tiao Is Back !!!!!!!!!!

Flu.

"If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together..

there is something you must always remember.

you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem,

and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is,

even if we’re apart.. I’ll always be with you."

-

Damn. My immune system is really weak. It has been 4 days & i've not recover yet. Feeling really drowsy in class now even though i only take antibiotics which doesn't cause drowsiness. How i wish i could skip school & take the time to rest tomorrow but i can't. 've already used up the free days. Sigh..

My PP layout is not done yet. Gonna print the poster on thursday. & sat's my presentation! Charmaine told me it is quite easy to pass. Hope so! Don't wanna go through all the trouble redo-ing it in Year 3 next year.. Okay going for gymnastic training later.. Must learn Frontwalk!

…but better to be hurt by the truth than comforted with a lie.

Yay, my fever of 38.4 degree C just went down this morning after taking panadols & sleeping 17 hours straight. But currently.. i am suffering with a blocked nose & sneezing non-stop! Really hate to be sick because being sick will keep you away from all the yummy food. For now, i can only eat porridge. & no matter how much taste there is in the porridge, it feels so tasteless to me. Few weeks ago, i just recovered from being sick & now, i am getting sick again. What is happening to my body! :(

Anyway, Alan & Mel reminded me countless of times not to drink cold drinks & avoid eating chicken. Avoiding drinking cold drinks, okay i know BUT why avoid eating chicken? That's so weird. Someone explain to me why please!

Sleeping 17 hours was really shiok! And when i was in my 17 hours of sleep yesterday, i had a few dreams. Some i could remember, some i could not. I remembered dreaming about my boyfriend cheating on me. I was so pissed! It felt so real that i even scolded him just now for cheating on me in my dream. The second dream was a man getting hit by a train on the MRT track. Quite freaky cause i saw the whole thing. Thank god everything wasn't real.

My body still feels kinda weak now despite the long hours i've slept. I guess i need plenty of rest today. Hopefully i'll be fine by tomorrow. I still have things yet to be done!

vvvvvroooooooom.

I

WANT

TO

LEARN

HOW

TO

DRIVE

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's the only way i'd not be late for school.

Got This From Joanne's FB.

"Apologising does not always mean

that you are wrong and the other person is right.

It just means that you value

your relationship more than your ego."

Caught In A Bad Romance.

SheenaChua & Meee! Finally get to see her yesterday during breakout 1(: Don't always skip school lehhh!

I cut bangs! Wanna know the story of my bangs? Okay.. here goes.. The night before yesterday, i couldn't sleep so i decided to trim my fringe since it was quite long. So i took the scissors & started snipping my fringe bit by bit. However, the more i cut, i felt there wasn't much different so i started snipping off a little bit more of the bit. I spent about 30mins doing my fringe? Finally, i felt satisfied with it! Next morning.. i realised it was uneven! So i took the scissors again & even it. Looks fine now i guess. I did a little snipping again yesterday to make it look even better.

I'm not quite used to bangs but some of my friends said i look better! Reallyyy?... :)

Yesterday after school, did alittle of my PP layout for my upcoming PP assessment while waiting for Nigel to finish his UT.. I got drifted away by watching movies on my laptop, heh! When he was done, we took 966 to parkway for dinner & to get a birthday gift for my friend! The gift was chosen by Nigel, so i hope you like it! I've yet to pass it to you but you will see it soon(: Anyway during the bus ride to parkway, there was a long jam at the highway. We were stucked in the jam for like 30mins or more.. Idk cos i was sleeping. But all i know was it was really long! My butt was hurting so bad!

Argh & yes today is Wednesday. My most dislike day of the week! Stucked here doing Math. I & math, just can't click well. I suck big time with numbers! I reckoned that i am gonna get a C grade today once again. & after school, will be having chemistry UT. Omg got to deal with equations too!. Zzzz.

Sigh. I'm having pimple break outs WHYYYYY!! & i'll tell you why. BECAUSE NIGEL ANG IS ALWAYS TOUCHING MY FACE WITH HIS DIRTY FINGERS. & that explains the pimples.

:( He just can't keep his hands off my face even me constantly telling him to keep his hands to himself! argh!

SUPER ANNOYING. One day i'd just chop off his fingers!

CharmaineNg's friend complimented on nigel's clear complexion. THANKS TO ME. His face wasn't clear want lor! Because i bought for him pimple cream thats why he had clear face! & this is what i get for helping him!

I hope you get pimples on your face/body/neck/hands/legs/everywhere!

hehe!

Okay! gotta go do my work now. 8 men routine later at agora. All stunts up people!! (:

Please enlighten me.

"Sometimes i wonder whether do i even have a place there."

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"Laying there with your arms around me, I felt so comfortable and safe. My heart was beating a mile a minute having you so close to me. As you played with my hair and kissed me, I couldn’t help but smile straight from my heart. I could see how much you cared from the look in your eyes. It made me never want to let you go, to just stay wrapped in your arms forever, where nothing else matters but you and me."

-

Hitting the gym l8r. & my motivation for gym is my chicken sandwich. (:

LOVE = LIKE X LIKE

Hello bitches! I think i'm quite addicted to Bad Romance by Lady GaGa now. The first time i heard that song, i hated it. But just like Alan, i like the chorus!

Stayed over at N's place yesterday. Woke up at 4 plus today! Nigel woke up first & irritate me because he could not went back to sleep. Argh! I swear it was damn annoying especially when sunday's the only day i could wake up anytime i want.

Anyway, i caught 2012 with my relatives yesterday night!. I fell asleep on & off for awhile. Haha, i was too tired cos i had training in the morning. It was similiar to The day after tomorrow.. But when you think about it happening to you, it is scary..

Sigh. My PP assessment date is out! Another task to complete.. Really need to do my poster layout & print my poster soon. & i've to also prepare what i want to say. I don't wish to screw my presentation cause i spent lot of hard work on my report!

Sigh again, a new week tomorrow. I am so dreading it..... Why does my weekends always end so quickly? But on a lighter note, my mom is bringing my sis & I for shopping this friday! Hopefully.. cause she said she is still planning on it. I heard from my sis that she won money when she was in hongkong :):):):)

Christmas is coming & i really cannot wait for it! I bought one pack of x'mas cards today! I love writing and giving out christmas cards to all my friends :):):) & i reckon that one pack of x'mas cards is not enough for all so i am going back to buy another pack!

Alright, i need to find my leggings before i head to bed! Ttfn!

You Make My Heart Go Boomz Boomz!

As many times as i blink, i’ll think of you tonight.

Its been quite some time i last posted Snowball's Picture. So here's one!

My eyes are still red, argh. Just when will it heals. It feels quite irritating. Eye shit keeps coming out. Lol.

Training today! Coach.K just came back from taiwan & bought us many stuffs. I really like the facial mask. Heard from Mel that the mask is fab. At first i had the cherry mask but i switched it with Sheena because she wanted cherry. & i've got Sake. Happy with what i have switched. Sake on the face? Hmmm, something different! Can't wait to try! I'm saving it for the day i feel like pampering myself(: Oh she also bought us sachets of milk tea & snacks!

I miss taiwan now. I remember how much i love the night markets, always looking forward to go there & always looking for bags to buy home because they are all damn cheap!! & all the foodddd, some of it not seen in s'pore. I also miss the cool weather! The weather was chilly when i was there.. Might be going there again after nationals! Yayy.

Gotta wake up really early tomorrow. My sister is taking her last Olevel paper tomorrow & has to be in school early. Wish i was her, because after the paper, there is gonna be long long holiday!

Okayy, off to bed now! Really need plenty of rest. Sleep tight people.

Goodnight!(:

Pinkish EyeBalls.

My eyes are soooo red. Lesson learnt is to

never ever sleep with contact lens on. Even if its just taking a nap! :( I'm so scare that i'd go blind..

I missss Ang Jing.

Tumblr.

Quote.From.Tumblr.

"After a while, you just can’t cry anymore.

You just have to believe that what happens is what’s supposed to happen, and well, you can’t change that even if you try.

So just dry the tears and hope that tomorrow will be a better day."

Pathetic..

3rd time.. It's the 3rd time that it's happening. All i could say is, i am pathetic. I feel pathetic. I feel like a loser. I feel ashamed.. useless. Every single minute or second is just chewing up on me. I feel like shit. But there's nothing i can do, except to move on.. I really hate that sentence. Because it is not easy to do.

Tonight's a bad night. Eyes swollen. Blocked nose. Puked. Rj not done. PP talk Rj not done. Revising of UT not done. Sigh..

On a lighter note, my daily grades are getting better. But my punctuality is still not there yet.

It's pretty weird because i felt that this weeek, i haven't been contributing much than the previous week yet i am getting better grades.

Had dinner @ NYNY earlier on. Supposed to dine at Crystal jade but we changed to NYNY. It was a wrong choice. I regretted having dinner there! Omg their standard of food dropped big time.
However, the service provided by the staffs was exemplary& they've nice and approachable attitude. (said by alan) A little better than me when i used to work at NYNY. Lol. Back to the food, yes it sucks big time now. My favourite cream sauce pasta became my least favourite.. & i tried the bbq ribs. They were hard like stones. However, they did made a new one for me.. But i was too full to finish all. Yup, so that sums up my dinner.

Before i end this post.. Just wanna thank sammy for being here with me tonight. For listening to whatever i've to say(:

& this was drawn by Alan. Definitely made me smile.. Because of the tree he drawed. Haha.

Gonna turn in now.

Hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day.

Goodnight!

VERY RANDOM SKIP IF DONTWANT READ.

AHHHH i dont like my blog skin.

In school now.

NEVERMIND!

Later go home redo.

Lesson ended. Going for PP talk later.

Dinner @ Crystal Jade with Legin.

MCB UT TMRZXZ

OH SHIT I FORGOT TMR IS WEDNESDAY.

Means tmr comfirm bad day ttm except for after school.

Don't know what to do now.

Now 3:12pm only. Talk at 5pm.

SHOULD I GO?

WHO WANT GO SHOPPING WITH ME ON SUNDAY?

SIAN NO MOVIE TO

WATCH ON MY LAPPY.

Watch confession of a shopaholic during Breakout 2.

Awesome ttm.

I know i slow. The show so long agooo.

SIAN SIAN SIAN. THINK ABT WEDNESDAY I SIBEI SIAN.

YOU'RE THE WASABI TO MY SASHIMI.
WAH feel like eating sushi now.

K bye I DAMN BORED UH SORRY.

If I Walk, Would You Run?

Omg school tomorrow. Not againnnnnnnn. Need to go through another 5 days of boring lessons, another 5 days of waking up early, another 5 days stressing about the problem statement, another 5 days of counting down to weekend & it just goes on..

I'm feeling sleepy now, gonna turn in soon right after this post.

Went Nigel's place in the afternoon. Watched EMA for awhile & then we headed to Tampines for dinner. Ate at BBQ chicken something..( i can't remember the name of the restaurent) It was really cheap! A drink & a main course at $7.90 only! (student meal) The food was good too. It was really worth it! Wanna eat there again!

Today i felt stupid. In the morning, i was still sleeping & suddenly i woke up realising that i was late for school because when i look at the time, it was already 7.15am when i was supposed to get up at 7am. I dragged myself out of bed & almost went to prepare for school. Just then, i realised it was sunday today. So i quickily went back to sleep! How i wish everyday was sundayyyy..

Omg im so sleepy, I can even type this with my eyes closed. okay off to bed now.

Bye!

Two is better than one.

I'm proud to say that i've slept for a good whole 15hours yesterday!(: But i totally forgot to remove my make-up!!! Omgzz that's the last thing i would wanna forget because i know sleeping with make-up on is very very bad for the skin! I'm feeling very regretful now.. :(
Stayed at nigel's place yesterday. & that was how both of us had 15hours of sleep. That really show how tired i am. Sleeeping 15hours straight is reallyy...... SHIOK!.


My make up!


Me without make-up!

BBQ with my mom & mom's side relatives. Hotdogs, wooo! Carry Kaygen! Soo cute & i think he's a good boy! & when he tricked people with his fake cry, so funny!





Tomorrow's the last weekend before school starts. Sigh.. Here we go again. Waking up early, stressing over school work, trainings, only few hours of rest... Zzzzzzz. I'm already thinking about what to do next weekend ;b.

So how should i spent my sunday tomorrow? I'm gonna make sure it will be a fruitful day!

Please remind me to do my immunology RJ. Closing date is tomorrow, 7.30am. & it is impossible that i'd wake up early in the morning to do it. My immunology is one of the best, or i'd say is the best facilitator in my 1 & a 1/2 years in RP. Even when i am late for 15 mins, he would mark me present! Save a me a -0.5 off daily grade. & every lesson, he present us his almost 60 pages of 6 presentation that he made himself. I've never seen sucha a faci like him.

Okay i think i should do my RJ now! Byeeeee



OH & BEFORE I LEAVE..
I almost got SO angry with snowball. He made a mess in my room AGAIN. & he almost ripped off my head phones. Thank god it wasn't destroy by that dog. Cost me a lot you know.
But, sad to say one of the part is alittle torned. :(

Try.

If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.
Am i catching up to you?
While your running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready

But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me

And the secret is, this will hurt less and less each time, until you can’t feel a thing.

Halloween pictures as promised!

I did not play dress up( it was too last minute), while the rest did. But i brought my bunny ears.

Class has ended! I am soooo tired. I can just fall asleep anywhere now. Going for training later. I feel like eating sandwich. Or should i just eat a meal?

Not looking forward to wednesdays, never will.

Not saying that my classmates suck.

Just that..... you've to be me to understand.