Pathetic..

3rd time.. It's the 3rd time that it's happening. All i could say is, i am pathetic. I feel pathetic. I feel like a loser. I feel ashamed.. useless. Every single minute or second is just chewing up on me. I feel like shit. But there's nothing i can do, except to move on.. I really hate that sentence. Because it is not easy to do.

Tonight's a bad night. Eyes swollen. Blocked nose. Puked. Rj not done. PP talk Rj not done. Revising of UT not done. Sigh..

On a lighter note, my daily grades are getting better. But my punctuality is still not there yet.

It's pretty weird because i felt that this weeek, i haven't been contributing much than the previous week yet i am getting better grades.

Had dinner @ NYNY earlier on. Supposed to dine at Crystal jade but we changed to NYNY. It was a wrong choice. I regretted having dinner there! Omg their standard of food dropped big time.
However, the service provided by the staffs was exemplary& they've nice and approachable attitude. (said by alan) A little better than me when i used to work at NYNY. Lol. Back to the food, yes it sucks big time now. My favourite cream sauce pasta became my least favourite.. & i tried the bbq ribs. They were hard like stones. However, they did made a new one for me.. But i was too full to finish all. Yup, so that sums up my dinner.

Before i end this post.. Just wanna thank sammy for being here with me tonight. For listening to whatever i've to say(:

& this was drawn by Alan. Definitely made me smile.. Because of the tree he drawed. Haha.

Gonna turn in now.

Hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day.

Goodnight!