"Basically, I wish that you loved me. I wish that you needed me. I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three. I wish that without me your heart would break. I wish that without me you’d be spending the rest of your nights awake. I wish that without me you couldn’t eat. I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep."
I know this relationship honestly doesn't mean anything to you anymore. A simple request that i asked from you, you couldn't sacrifice it for me. It was just a phone call.. Everytime you tell me you love me, do you really mean it? Do know what it means when you tell me you love me? You tell me you love me, but you don't do anything at all. How am i supposed to feel love at all? & i know you will never make any sacrifices for me anymore. Not even a simple want, even when i am willing to sacrify just to talk to you for a few minutes even when i am so tired. When i am willing to sacrify that tiredness to settle our problems. But you never initiate to settle our problems at all. Seriously, don't tell me to stop assuming because this is what you show me. I don't even know what kind of love are we having now. I just know that it is not right. I am really tired of you always leaving me hanging no where. I don't think you need me anymore, so why should i even need you?
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