Sometimes when we want something really bad, we lose sight of what it really is.

"You went away,

because you said you couldn't love me.

I went away,

because all i do is love you."

It is really so hard for me to accept the fact that you don't want me anymore. Times when i wanna talk about our problems, you kept pushing me away. You kept avoiding it. You don't wanna talk about it. You said you needed space. I gave you your space, but then again, you pushed me away. I'm tired but yet i'm still fighting on when i know it is not worth it anymore. You don't even fight for me anymore. You just avoid everything & assume what you think is right. You made promises to me, that things will change, we'll make things right. Each time you made those promises to me, you made me feel whole again. I trusted you not to break my heart, in the end you still did it & all you could say is, you don't me anymore. You don't know the reasons.. You don't let me speak.

You know what makes me upset the most? It is when you needed me, you talked to me so nicely & asked for me to be there for you. But when i needed you so so much, you tell me you don't want me anymore & you just wouldn't be here for me.. I hate to accept the truth. But i still have to accept it because the truth is not gonna change at all.. Being in this 1 yr plus relationship has really impacted me so much. I do have my wrongs & i do have my responsibilities but you didn't want to take any wrongs & responsibilities at all..

I've given my all, i've tried my best to persuade you to talk, but still you pushed me away.

I've nothing left to give anymore..

All i could do now is just let time heal the wounds.