Good things always comes to an end.

Feeeling so down recently.. Everything's just so down. The mood, the confidence level, EVERYTHING ): Is it just me? Or is it that my life's so sucky.

So, i can't graduate because of 2 modules that i failed & a low GPA. Due to this, i'd have to take up attchment for 16weeks & repeat my 2 other modules to grad. Attchm's gonna start on the 14th april & that sucks. It really sucks so bad ): I really wish it could be pushed back to the 18th instead. Was supposed to go KL with the boy over the weekends but i can't now all thanks to attchment. Sigh.... I was already looking forward to the trip. It's like our first overseas trip together?! Tried all ways and all means to change my attachment date but it failed. Oh well...... what can i do? Suck it up lor.. 16weeks, please just pass really fast pretty please? :'(

Went prawning yesterday with J, E & V. Our prawns were like SHRIMPS? Except for 1 that i caught :D It doesn't really matter how many prawns we caught, it's the process rightttt? Heh.

Okay though im feeling down this few days but i'm thankful for friends that are thoughful enough to send a text message asking if i'm okay. That really meant a lot.

& my boyf's the bestest! Knowing that i'm upset about attchment & not being able to spend more time with tgt before he enlists into that stupid army he ensured me that he'd find a way that we'd have time tgt! I know i'm like a kid always throwing stupid tantrums but he has been really patient with me. Aiya but sometimes you also piss me off k! Haha & regardless of all the complains i made to you, complaining about you to A, E & C( HAHAHA) i still love you very much :D Haha and i still remember you said that you'll send me to my workplace or pick me up when you're freeee. Must meann what you say ok! hehh

Just now you texted me & asked if i don't want you to go KL just let you know & you won't mind. Truth is, i really don't want you to go ): The day you'll be going would be the day i officially start attchment & i'm afraid that first day would be bad & you won't able to be there for me. But i know cannot be selfish. I was upset at first, but now i'm okay :D so baby if you wanna go, i'm really fine with it! Remember i said i want to learn to be independent?

And being really thoughtful, he's gonna bring me to HATCH tmrw for our advance 4th because initially my attchm was supposed to start on the 11april( our 4th's on the 12th) but now the date is pushed bck to the 14th. Since my attchm is pushed back, we might be going USS on the 12th YAYYEEE!!