It has been about 12 hours since i parted from the boy )': I'm feeling so miserable already. how the hell am i gonna go through 2 weeks? I really don't know ): Call me sticky, clingy, lovesick or whatsoever idc..... I miss my boyf soooooooo much ): Feeling so emotional when i'm alone or doing nothing. It makes me feel so empty. I'm so hungry right now & usually we'd always cook supper together around this timing, then we'll eat & watch teevee together & we'd always regret & complain fat after our meal.
I thought it wouldn't be this hard but it is so fffff-ing hard idk how to tell you. I feel so depressed.. sometimes out of the blue, tears will well up in my eyes. I want to hug you so so so bad ): I seriously cannot wait for the 19 of August to come!! I want to irritate you with all my nonsenses i want to talk to you so badly i want to hold your hands & squeeze them so tightly i want to do so many things with you ))))))):
Today, i went shopping with Samanthalove to keep myself occupied. Wanted to forgo the date initially because we were both so tired after sending Baby to his camp. But we decided that we should go in the end. Headed to her place first, to get my phone charged. Supposed to take a short nap but we took long one instead. Haha. Went to town to get some of my birthday stuffs & tried looking for a birthday outfit but i didn't manage to get anything that i like ):
Oh & baby, i bought my socks for my Dr martens already!(:
So pretty righttttttttttttt! But i don't really like the purple one. Haha doesn't match with the grey!
I thought it wouldn't be this hard but it is so fffff-ing hard idk how to tell you. I feel so depressed.. sometimes out of the blue, tears will well up in my eyes. I want to hug you so so so bad ): I seriously cannot wait for the 19 of August to come!! I want to irritate you with all my nonsenses i want to talk to you so badly i want to hold your hands & squeeze them so tightly i want to do so many things with you ))))))):
Today, i went shopping with Samanthalove to keep myself occupied. Wanted to forgo the date initially because we were both so tired after sending Baby to his camp. But we decided that we should go in the end. Headed to her place first, to get my phone charged. Supposed to take a short nap but we took long one instead. Haha. Went to town to get some of my birthday stuffs & tried looking for a birthday outfit but i didn't manage to get anything that i like ):
Oh & baby, i bought my socks for my Dr martens already!(:
So pretty righttttttttttttt! But i don't really like the purple one. Haha doesn't match with the grey!
I guess i'm gonna sleep soon. Wish that when i wake up tomorrow, it's already 19 augusttttttttttt...................................................
I miss you baby )':
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