So happy today it's making me go crazy.

Hello! Omg I feel super happy today, like really happy & I cannot stop smiling! It's like a few good things happened today :) first of all, dad gave me the green light to Taiwan!!!! Omg until now I'm still feeling so happy about it!!! If I remember correctly, I did wrote before that my resolutions for this year is to travel! Looks like in one step ahead :) I wanna travel as much as I can!!! Anyway it's gonna be my last day of work this Friday ): gonna miss my colleagues soooo much! Will be having dinner after work together :) it was really sweet of them to plan a farewell dinner for me :') gonna hit the sack now, goodnight people!

Last Saturday Night

Photos from last saturday! 

My weekends just keeps getting better. It left me feeling so exhausted at the end of the day. 

Saturday afternoon/evening was spent shopping! Poor boy had to walk the whole of orchard w me with my shopping bags. Heh. 

Went to Zouk winebar. Supposed to drink my cheesecake shots but it ended up with J drinking flaming & me just eating the snacks there -.- 

Left for helipad & i only manage to step in for 1minute. 

Didn't really want to party that night so we decided to just chill at Indochine with some cocktails & bites. 

Sunday, I finally brought my DSLR out! But i forgot to upload it into my laptop. Hehe so i'll update about it again next time. Ciaos!

You'll never fight for me like how I fought hard for you. To you, I'll never be worth to be fought for.

It's in the night that always hurts the most. It fucks your mind up, leaving you with crazy thoughts with tears streaming down your face. I need to press on. It will be over soon. Keep fighting with your emotions & don't let it control you. I'll be brave. This pain is not gonna last forever.

You had a choice, but you didnt fight for it.

You were once a person who would go all ways & means for me. Who would protect me even from the slightest hurt. Who would assure me things are gonna be okay. Who would never try to hurt me. Who would never use mean & insulting words to me. What happened?

A new beginning

Felt better today so I've deleted the last few post. I figured how I can keep moving on is to keep thinking about the bad times. Hopefully it helps.

2am in the morning

You can't love a man in fear. You are supposed to be free & happy. Like a fucking bird.

I don't care what you're after. As long as I'm the one.

Lying in bed right now, waiting for my show to start. I should be sleeping right now but I'm giving up sleep for my show. Surely gonna regret later in the morning but ahhhhh, anything later then say. LOL. Soooo happy that it's Friday already. Time to enjoy another awesome weekend! I've sort of plan my weekend already, so excited for it, though it's nothing special but I guess I really need all this, weekend therapy? Hehh. So, I've planned to shop first thing we reach town on sat. Okay after typing this down, i realize that's the only thing I've planned. Lol what a loser right I know. Oh initially I wanted to make sushi but I decided shopping was more important :D anyway, yesterday I bought a pair of really pretty heels for only 20$!!!! What a deal. & I really love it alot! And then today I bought another pair of footwear :) didn't take photo of the heels because it didnt look photogenic. Okay my show is about to begin already! Ciaoz & I'll be back soon!

Bad bad morning!!

Okay i had a super bad morning today! Never have i ever encounter this before & i panicked real bad!! 

Had to drive Jonny back to camp for his duty @ 7am ( btw we're fine already ^^) & while i was about to leave the camp, i saw this two sign appearing & i thought it was unusual.. So i stopped the engine & restarted it. But to my horror, the car couldn't start at all!! Worst of all, my car was stuck in the one lane road whereby cars need to drive by there to exit. The feeling wasn't funny at all! It was like 7am in the morning & i couldn't get to find any mechanical man to help! I also feel damn paiseh cause his friends had to come out to help push the car to another corner. Some more i wear sleeping clothes out plus I've go make up all. Haisssssss want dig hole & hide already. lol. Okay no la just kidding. I was too lost at that moment to bother about anything. All i had in my mind was hoping that the car would start miraculously because i'm so tired & i don't wish to go through all the calling, waiting for the tow truck to come & blah blah blah... 

Tried all ways & means to start the car but we failed. So i decided to take a cab home first. Then about 10am, my dad got a mechanical man to head down with me to check on the car. Turns out that the main fuel( not sure what is it called) was burnt slightly that it drained the battery out. That explains why the car couldn't start. 

Changed a new set of battery & the car will be send for servicing to check if there is anymore problems. I don't wish to have another incident like this again. Thank God my car wasn't stuck in the middle of a road with lots of traffic otherwise i think I'll really feel bad jamming up the traffic! 

Whatever it is, everything's over! At least if anything like that happens again (touch wood x10), i'd know how to handle it myself. 

Anyway, had only 3hours of sleep & it's so weird that i couldn't head bck to sleep anymore even after everything is settled. Since i had nothing to do, so i started baking American carrot cake. 

Sadly, it turned out weird. Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i can never bake a cake but i can bake like muffins/cupcake/cookies/tarts but just not cake. Ehhhhh wait, i did bake cheesecake before & it turned out well :) 

Okay other than the cheesecake, all the other cakes just turned out like shit. I just cannot figure out why :( 

this is just the bottom layer, the top layer was still cooling.. 

Yesterday i went to mustafa centre! Was so amazed with the place! They had like everything there. Now i know where i can get stuffs when there is an emergency in the middle of the night! 

They also had my fave sparkling ribena!!! :D

Pop tarts! Wanted Smores instead but it was OOS. 

Had macbites & shaker fries again omg. Super fattening. 

The boy delivered sushi cause i had cravings for it ^^

& on friday, had supper at MacSINFUL w Crestlyn. SINFUL x 1000000!!!!

Haiiiiiiii i just couldn't resist the seaweed shaker fries............ 

K it is set. DIET STARTS TOMORROW. 

Let's see if i am able to keep myself disciplined :)

Random post

Since I'm so bored right now, thought maybe I could blog about something random. You know recently, I've been so afraid to drive, specially in the night. Thoughout my whole drive, getting into an accident kept coming into my head. I've no idea why & it doesn't gives me the excitement to drive anymore. U feel like sonething's gonna happen anytime. I feel that in quite a safe driver what. But I do get honk a few times while trying to cut lanes. & cutting lane is my weakest. Each time I cut a lane, I'd grab onto my strirrinf wheel tightly, hoping I cut in safely. I just hope this fear of mine gets off quickly, otherwise the more I fear, the higher chances for me to create a mistake right? Okay, this is really random. Sorry if you wasted your time reading this meaningless post. Haha. Have a great weekend btw :) cheers!

On a Saturday afternoon.

Greetings, it's finally sat today, have been looking forward to it. But oh well, I guess things changes when you least expect them to, sometimes.. Just suffered a break up. I don't know if it ended well or bad, but definitely many things were left unsaid. Surely, I am pretty upset but this is part & parcel of life, yes? Anyway it doesn't matter who's fault it was. Because I always believe that everything happens for a reason & It did taught me a lot too. Gonna miss this whole thing but for now, I'm gonna keep looking forward. You'll never know where life brings you to.

Hey I heard you were a wild one.

Aloha!~ 

Don't have much to blog about today. So i'll just let pictures do the talking! 

Here goes~

Elaine's 21st at Aranda :) 

JB :) Ate like a lot but it's okay. Food therapy :D

Random day @ the office!

& some random photos ;)