This week has been a tough one. A real tough week. People may feel it's nothing at all, but i feel every single pain of it. They don't understand, because they are not me. They don't truly know what is running through my mind, what is really going on & what i am really going through. You really have to be me, to understand. But i don't blame anybody. I have to also look from their point of view.
These few days I've been torturing myself with my own negative thoughts, which made me so paranoid & negative. I feel tired of feeling so down already..
I'm gonna stand up right now, rise & be an even stronger girl. Enough of all this self pitying.. It's not gonna benefit me anyway. It is just gonna make me feel worst. Honestly, i'm not that strong. In fact, i think i am so much weaker than the others.. maybe i'm just good at hiding it, because i don't want others to see that i am always sad & pathetic.
But no, this time i won't hide. I'm gonna be genuinely happy. I will be, & i know i can be. It is just all in the mind. I'm gonna stop all this nonsense that is bringing me down.
I am going to rise, to be strong, to be happy.
I am not going to be pathetic anymore.
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