And though you break my heart, you’re the only one.

I am very pissed, upset and disappointed. In a relationship, it is a two people thing. I am not dating myself. It consists of two people now, which means two hearts joined together. & it is not only about your feelings you've to think about all the time. Such a small thing, you can't even let it go? How long had it happened already? & out of a sudden you just bring it up to find trouble with me? In what ways does it benefits you? A sorry from me makes you happy? What about when our relationship is turning sour because of that small little thing that happened months ago. It makes you happy too? So now a sorry is much more important than our relationship. You always ask me to think before i act. Then what about yourself? Do you think before you act?

You know things are getting bad but you just won't do anything at all because you feel it ain't your fault at all. So only when it is your fault then you've to take action. So does it also mean that only until when our relationship is on the verge of breaking then you save it? Is this how it is supposed to be?

When i asked you, why wednesday you asked me to back, you didn't answer me at all. To me you were just avoiding the question. That day when you asked me back, did you change? You are still the same since the first day we got together. Honestly from the day we got back together, i dont fucking feel any love coming from you. & it is true that only when you need me, you find me. When you don't, you just push me aside. When i fell down that day and injured my knee, i told you the next day that i tried calling you but you didn't pick up. What was your reply? "Lucky you never keep calling. Cause i wanna sleep." Is this how you care? When i showed you my bruise, you didn't even bother to look at it.

If you don't love me, whats the point of holding on to this relationship? Just let me know & let me go. It will do both of us good. But if you still do, then show it. I am still able to take all these shit from you. But one day if it goes bad.. I'm not sure if i can anymore..