At least we have a bit of everything.

How will i know the right way to love you?

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn.

I've been keeping it inside me for so long. & it still hurts so bad. I was talking to A the other day & it made me realize something. We were never meant to be together, at all. & that hurt me. Till now, everything you do, still affects me. & that hurt me. I realize i was just lying to myself that one day we could be together again, but i know we can't because the same problems would continue arising & that hurt me. I want to be that girl, who was once important in your life, but i know i will no longer have that position & that hurt me. I don't know long this is gonna last, i don't know when the wounds will heal..

I am stuck, i can't get myself out of this. & that hurt me.

YOG!

It's the YOG week & it's rather draining for all of us. Hang on there, it's just another 3 more days! It is a good experience though.

Bought a pink mini hair straightener today! It comes together with a hair dye & it only cost 18.95$. It was definitely worth the buy! I used it as a curler & it turned out acceptable only because it was my first time doing it. Totally did not regret buying it! :>

20

I am fucking officially 20! :( It's no longer 1 but 2 now. Why can't our age decrease instead of increasing?

Anyhow, i had a great birthday this year! Special thanks to each & everyone of you out there who made it so fucking awesome for me!(:

oh & it's my 2nd time celebrating my bday with CG! Same bday btw(:

hello bb 9700!

Haha, I almost forgotten abt this space. And yesss, I've finally gotten my bb! Blogging with is now. I am currently at the yog games, watching bball matches. I still prefer soccer (:

I wish for.......

My 20th's in a weeks time, i kinda look forward to it but also kinda don't want it to come so soon. I don't want my birthday to be over so soon & i don't wanna have nothing to look forward for.

Anyhow, i'm putting up a birthday wishlist! It's not a must to get me these stuffs, but if you're not sure what to buy, you can consider the stuffs below (:

#1. Hello Kitty Cake

#2. Dslr

#3. Watches (black leather stripe)

#4. Blackberry Bold 9700

#5. Helium balloons.

#6. Vans shoes ( preferably something unique & dull.) shoe size, 5, 5.5

#7. Kate spade wallet/bag

#8. Agnes b bag.

#9. Hair curler, (1 1/4")

#10. Sephora pearl white eyeliner

#11. Another puppy! ( Yorkshire terrier or shih tzu MALE)

#12. Anything hand made (:

I've been holding it back for so long, now it's time to explode. (Password Protected)

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The place where planes once flew.

This early afternoon, went to old airport road together with A & SW.

Carrot cake cooked by SW(Y).

& popiah made by his mom. The popiah is fucking niceeee!

& my favourite, Soy chow

What a great meal to start my day(:

Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.

My title is so trueeee. However it also feels good to eat. But i really hate eating & worrying that i'd get fat at the same time. It makes me feel bad & i wouldn't enjoy my food anymore :(

I'd like to starve myself to lose some weight but i know it is harmful. From what i google, it can produce serious side effects to our body. But you will definitely lose weight from starving. One of my friend starves & she lost a hell lot of weight. Really, i'm really tempted to try it.

I guess i'm just gonna eat healthily, starting from next week. Like, instead of eating so much carbo, i'm gonna replace it with fruits & vegs. You've no idea how much i love greens! Gonna cut down on eating rice too. It does help. I remember i used to cut down on rice when i was in secondary school & i did lose weight.

'm also gonna stop drinking sweet drinks & snacking at night, it is damn bad. I've been controlling myself from doing that because each time after i eat, i feel sleepy & i will go straight to bed. Uh, you know what happens when you sleep straight after eating..

Hope my plan works!

1st!

My very 1st bday present from soggy.

Can't fucking wait to get my hands on it, wrapped along with a big ribbon (:

Sweet Slice Of Life

It's a pity Slice is closing down on the 13 of Aug ):

I'm craving for it so badly now..

Up yours.

Sometimes i don't understand why people just can't shut their mouth and mind their words. Why must one be so childish or be an attention seeker because they can't get what they want. & the best thing is, they even denied it from happening? This time, you really piss me off big time. Seriously just grow up & stop being a kid whining or seeking attention from others. It's really annoying. You're not a kid, neither are you a girl. So please, just do yourself a favor.

What's sushi without salmon?

Sakae sushi buffet on sunday with A, A & S! Salad in the morning & starved myself all the way till night for the buffet. Imma happy happy girl because i get to eat salmon! Salmon's like the best raw fish on earthhhh, it taste so fucking good i can eat like 878734983754985 plates of it. Damn, i'm craving for it right now. I need salmon in my mouth now! Wish they had like a salmon buffet.. I comfirm eat finish all their salmon.

Yay august is starting to be a good month already! Few of my birthday pressiez are cleared, happy again ttm! & it is also gonna be full of YOG activities! excited much!

On a random note, lizards are gross, they are cruel, they scare me, they make me feel disgusted, they look evil, they have ugly looking color, they all should perish! This is how much i hate them.

I'm outzxzxzx bye!

My heart feels heavy today.

Changes, most of us are afraid that things would change. We are afraid of what would happen in future. We are afraid we can't adapt to it. I am afraid & i hate changes.. When things are going my way, i wish it would always remain like this, forever..

I thought august was gonna be a good month?

Please Rain Please Rain

Oh my god, i really pray that it will rain tomorrow because i've to go to admiralty park for my lesson. Why do we have to keep going for excursions it's so boringggg especially when you're not close to that class at all. prays that tomorrow rains prays that tomorrow rains *continue chanting...

Anyway, i think i'm turning into a pig now, damn it. & i swear i am fucking lazier than before. WHY UH. Gotta kick the laziness away!!! 2 more weeks to the end of Sem 1, fast or what! Gonna miss all my classmates again haizxzxz....

Birthday in less than a month, woohooooo i'm motherfucking friggin effing excited!

OK GOODNIGHT GOODBYE TIME FOR BED

Oh btw you've to try this. IT.IS.FUCKING.AWESOME! (Y)